Countdown to 19: Day 14,15,16,17,18,19,20,21,22,23

WOW. ten day break sorrrrry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A lesson learned: Leave in the present and think about the future. In order to grow we must take our past learn from it and move. dont let anything hold you back.

Memory of the day: Breaking out into "Dont Stop Believin" in the green room :DDDDD

Countdown to 19: Day 12 & 13

A lesson learned: This are only as bad as you make them out to be. Take a look at the situation, realize it wont kill you and find something to smile about. After all what is life without a smile.

Memory of the day: Sophomore year photo class. Jessica, Hillary and I were playing spoons and it took Stegsss 40 mins to realize we were by the time she took away the cards the class was practically over. =]

Countdown to 19: Day 10 & 11

A lesson learned: Be happy with what you have, when you ask for more things just get fucked up.

Memory of the day: Last night... chez = dancing & singing. a much needed night of laughter. i love u jess and chez!

Countdown to 19: Day 5,6,7,8,& 9

A lesson learned: Never promise to post daily during finals week :)

Memory of the day: 30 hour famine, my sophomore year of high school...watching rent and getting out of my shell. I think that was when i truly opened up and it still remains one of my favorite experiences of my life :D

Countdown to 19: Day 4

A Lesson Learned: No one can force you to do something you are not willing to do.

If you have the strength and the conviction, and if you believe in yourself, you can make it through anything without backing down on your beliefs.

Memory of the day: My friend Tyler was having a toga party. So two of my friends and I got ready at one of their houses. When we went to get into the car...a funnier sight could not be seen. We were tripping and slightly stripping. But wow. That was fun :)

Countdown to 19: Day 3

A lesson learned: Treasure your past.

It helped make you who you are today, and there are always those special memories that make life a little easier :)

Memory of the day: Cashews! One word which shall scar me forever aha! My friend and I were listening to some Dane Cook, cracking up hysterically, until..... he started talking about this "activity" involving cashews. We were scarred for life and well lets just say ...neither of us eat cashews anymore.

Countdown to 19: Day 2

A Lesson Learned: Live for the moment. Life is unpredictable...its probably the best thing about it. So remember to not always take life so seriously, and when hardships arise remember to KEEP THE SMILE. :)

Memory of the day: Junior year, my friends Sarah, Julia, Lori, Jessica and I sat together at lunch. One day we met this random kid he walked up to our table. We named him 90's. Jessica and I had been talking about the 90's when this kid came up and said oh yeah i love it too and walked away. Well when he came back the first thing he said was .... "You weren't talking about gay porn were you?" So where ever you are today 90's know that for half a year you made me smile =]

Countdown to 19: Day 1

A lesson learned: Never under appreciate yourself. You are incredible and unique and no one can replace you. And most importantly there is someone who you mean the world to, no matter what you think.

And to those "nice guys" don't give up hope... because you are unbelievable.

Memory of the day: Senior year. lunchtime. i love my friends and breaking out into songs of spongebob with them. ( sweet victory :] )

The 18th year.

So 1 month left before the end of my 18th year.

Each day of December and leading up to my birthday, as I drawer closer and closer to the age of 19, I will share a lesson that I have learned in my 18 years and a memory that will last me a lifetime.

Life Lessons (Nov)

The cloud may block the sunshine, but it passes.

Never try to change a person. Embrace them for what they are and be thankful they are in your life, because if its something you really cant stand then they probably shouldn't be in your life.

Donate. There is no better feeling then the feeling that you made a difference in another's life.

The cleaner your room, the cleaner your mind.

Never let your friends ,who make you get out of bed in the morning and face the world, go.

Always find something to be thankful for.

Go to bed at a reasonable hour.

Trust your gut instinct, when has that feeling ever led you astray?

Never AND I MEAN NEVERRRRRRRR google VAGINA DENTATA!

PINEAPPLE is ALWAYS a good thing :] (chezzzzz)

Thought 12: Life is serious?

Don't take life too seriously, no one gets out of it alive.

WTFoto of the day

LMAO.

Thought 11: Along for the ride...

After a somewhat melancholy day trying to figure out the point of my life a great friend gave me some good advice....

10:54pmAshley

do you really think that

10:55pmTyler

idk. if we knew our purpose in life, would we try and achieve those things that make us happy but isnt our purpose

Tyler is right. maybe the real purpose of life is just to enjoy the little things( it seems stupid of me to not realize this sooner, but i have heard it in so many movies and tv shows that it seems as implausible as a happy ending) But there it is ...the little things, the simple things that bring joy in life because life is a ride and a fast one at that. People get on and off and eventually its over, so why worry about one solitary purpose? Perhaps the real purpose is to sit back and enjoy the ride.(and if you're really lucky you have some amazing friends sitting right next to you to hold your hand through the distressing bumps.)

Thought 10: Awesome things that make me smile :]

1. When someone calls or texts when you were just thinking about them.

2. Peeling plastic film off electronics :)

3. Anytime someone sets you up for a musical reference

4. Coming up with an awesome qwip

5. Waking up from a unexpected nap.

6. Flipping to a radio station just as a song I love is starting

7. The sound the computer makes when i empty my recycle bin

8. Drinking through the little hole of a coffee stirrer

9. When something is so funny that you laugh and no sound comes out

10. Cleaning the lint out of the lint trap of a dryer

11. When you sit an entire movie wondering where the actor is from and you remember.

12. That I am never too old to build a fort.

13. Pushing the buttons on a soft drink lid

14. Sitting in the grass up north

15. Inch Worms

16. Popping bubble wrap

17. The smell of the coffee aisle in the supermarket

18. The sound and smell of a campfireeee

19. Breaking out my old segaaaaaa

20. Roasting marshmallows

21. The sound of scissors cutting construction paper

22. Lemonade stands

23. Fun dip stick

24. The first shower you take after not taking a shower in a really long time(haha jess)

25. Ripping fabric

26. When whatever you cook looks like the picture on the box

27. The smell of bleach

28. When you take a ponytail out and after it is still damp and you hair still smells like you just got out of the shower

29. When you wear clothes straight from the dryer

30. The sound from opening a container of new tennis balls

31. The names of different crayons

32. That chill on your skin from walking from a cold temperature to a warm one

33. Johnny Depp

34. When someone says something you were thinking

35. Theme songs

36. Little kids who are vulgar

The quotes from an interesting conversation on an ordinary monday...

"Why is your rod so huge?" "Cause it's better that way!"

"I don't know about you but masochism really gets me off."

"HEAD SHOT!"

"Just lay down and let me do my work."

"Getting wet and it aint sweat."

"For whom the bell tolls...oh a bell will toll"

"He accidentally the whole thing!!!!"

"Has anyone really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like?"

"Hey man i noticed you are single, and you love to bowl. this is good...this is good... well i mean i think i can find someone perfect for you, not me haha you dirty bastard, well hey im not counting it out ;) anyway talk to me if you want to meet a guy who loves to have a fun time! or me" written to my guy friend by a guy!!!!!!! aha.

"THEN WHO WAS PHONE!"

Thought 9

Life is a roller coaster. Its filled with ups and downs but we shouldn't expect to much from it because in the end it only levels out.

WTFoto of the day

There really aren't any words to describe this...wtf

Thought 8: Quotes of the month

IfeltIheardIsaw

Someone take off all my clothes

I want a quickie not a long one

ALMOST THERE!

I want to be in a porno

Whale Cum

Thats was the most sexual thing ive ever seen

My boobs with your head

TURNNNNNNN OFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

BITCH COCK!

She is like Alfred BITCHCOCK.

I sounds like a man.

I NEED someone to make out with!

Thanks for listening to my annoying girl babel.

YOU TOOK VIRTU'S VIRTUE!?!

I love my bowling ball. (yes again.)

I dont know how to make a feeling stop.

Dude you need to clean your peephole.

Rubbers are fun to play with!

Found the best place to pick up guys...the midnight release of a video game at wallmart.

"How was your first time experience?" I wonder how many girls he's said that to!

OBAWTF!

I dont care what people say...Robert Pattinson looks like a fucking retarded lizard!

What The Fox!!!!!!!!

We made you cum cakes!

"Oh I saw Milk over the weekend." "How was it?" "It was kinda gay."

WTFoto of the day

I think by this point...birth control is a bit too late :)

WTFoto of the day

Thought 7

I don't have a thought. Sad but true.

Quotes of the hour: "It's an orgasm in my mouth", "I'm sorry virtu you made me do this", "I love my bowling ball"

YANKEES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! take that chezzzzzzz! WE ARE THE CHAMPIONSSSSSSSS!!!!!

Thought 6: Random Thoughtsss of Random Friends on a Random Skype convoooo

1) Hamburgers are greasy

2) I love my bowling ball, bowling is fun

3) Green is ugly

4) Some type of duck eats other ducks eggs

5) Scrubs is on

6) Why is it nick named VHS?

7) It smells like PEAR BERRY

8) i have a bruise shapped like a bunny

9) I love my bowling ball

10) UGA UGA UGA

11) you know i'd walk a thousand miles if i could just see you tonight...do do do do

12) Ring Ring Ring Ring Ring Ring Ring Ring BANANAPHONE

13) I love my bowling bowl

14) Ecky-ecky-ecky-ecky p'kang! Zroop-boing! mrowvm...

15) Sasquatch..celeste

16) Bulging Muscles

17) You like Krabby Pattys dont you squidward

18) He has a bed time!

19) I love my bowling ball

20) have you ever smelled kiwi

21) I have four Balls

22) Man I feel like a women

23) CAFE RISQUEEEEE

24) Black taco?

25)I love my bowling ball

26) I gonna tie him down and make him come

27) Im obsessed with my blue cheetosssss =]

28) I love my bowling ball

29) I gotta pocket got a pocket full of sunshine

30) XXX is yummmmmyyyyyy

31) I hate when my head is itchy it makes me feel like a dog

32) succinttttttt!

33) DO NOT USE OLD BATTERY WITH NEW ONE. DO NOT USE BATTERIES OTHER THAN THE TYPE SPECIFIED. BE SURE THE BATTERIES ARE INSERTED PROPERLY. (are you reading the directions to your vibrator?)

34) I hate facebook sometimes

35) OMG MY NEIGHBORS ARE HAVING SEX!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :)

CLICK THE LYRICS:

Though I've tried before to tell him

Of the feelings I have for him in my heart
Every time that I come near him
I just lose my nerve
As I've done from the start


Every little thing he does is magic
Everything he does just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on

Do I have to tell the story
Of a thousand rainy days
Since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me that ends up getting wet

Every little thing he does is magic
Everything he does just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on

I resolve to call him up a thousand times a day
And ask him if he'll marry me in some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reach the phone
Long before my tongue has tripped me
Must I always be alone?

Every little thing he does is magic
Everything he does just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on

=]]]]]]

Thought 5: Life Lessons (Oct.)

DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come out to play, greet the brand new daaaaay =]

Open up your eyes, see the sunny skiiiieeeessss!!!!

LOOK AROUND.

When you need help promote your boobs, or bring a friend who will (hehee)

Don't speak to loudly, people are listening.....

There are some friends who you really enjoy and can't live without, then there are some who are just friends with you and thats all.

Guilt is an evil muthaaaaa.

SHIT IS FUCKED UPPPPPP!

I LOVE. ;)

Sometimes a DOUCHE is a douche but there is the rare case of a cool douche.

some guys are just as confused as we are :)))))

karma. a best friend one minute, a fucking ax wound the next.

Always curse uncontrollably while playing UNO. (trust me it works)

Sometimes its good not to be subtle.

Whoever romanticized love is a sick, demented, and sadistic fuck..... but gahhhh :)

a whole bunch of little l's looks like a bar code. llllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

With the right determination, a king size mattress can fit into a dorm.

Some people just like to hear themselves.

Canadian tacooooooo. same old thing.

Girls are fucking psychotic. :) but it works for us.

"OBAMA SEES THE FUTURE" ahaaaaaaaaaa.

"The Chinese people really like the 6 and the 9"

Thought 4: Life Lessons (sept)

Life Lessons....

"Those you've known and lost still walk behind you."

Everywhere you go there will be a fan of Spring Awakening.

The best friendships form because of musical theatre.

Choking is always hysterical unless its happening to you...sad but true.

Deja Vu is a sign telling you to listen.

Ive got chills theyre multiplyin' .... and thats because my grave is next to jim morrison

An itchy nose could mean someone is thinking about you or that your mouth is in danger("so dont put anything in your mouth today")

Itch is a verb in my vernacular...and someday the whole world will agree

No matter what language there will always be a letter you can not pronounce.

Controversial people can not spell.

Dont eat the snozzberries!

Bed Bath and Beyond is a haven to be treasured for all women

A hot gay guy with an voice that makes you melt is the most evil thing in the world and my goddd the besttttttttt

A girl can never take to many pictures of herself.

If at your dorm and expecting Tito... it will rain.

Dont be a tram dud.

Smilingggggggggggggg does make you happier.

Mind over matter babyyyyyyyy

YOU SHOULD NEVER REFRAIN FROM A MUSICAL REFERENCE!

"You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes you find you get what you need"

:)

Thought 3: Los secretos.....

1. I love playing with my hair.

2. I'll cover you.

3. You mean more to me then you will ever know. =]

4. Singing completes me.

5. My eyes are open.

6. I wanna be bad.

7. I'm not good enough.

8. I'm too good for that.

9. I need nothing more than what i have :) (bare necessities)

10. I feel insufficient.

11. I'm a bitch.

12. I want to know what you think.

13. I don't really care what you think.

14. I really do know what i want to do with my life.

15. I'm not going to try to do that.

16. I lack conviction.

17. I dont care.

18. I care more than is imaginable.

19. I'm a walking contradiction.

20. I'm walking on sunshine.

I keep my secrets hidden from the world including me.